Posted: December 28, 2012 in Uncategorized

there are days i feel like it’s the end of the world for me and i feel this sadness tugging at my heart coz i messed things up again or things just seem pretty hopeless no matter how much i hope and and i also wanna say no matter what i do and no matter how much i try but no i am ashamed to admit i subscribe to something like you get what you give so don’t give me any and i wont give you any get silent on me and i will ignore you as well although i try not to be like that but it’s hard because my pride always gets in the way and so i will just sit on my spot being silent and all and i will also chat a little smile a little but my whole being is consumed by these nagging thoughts and these tears that know no shame and i’m like oh boy oh boy oh boy and then after a few days something will happen and nothing will happen and this little slump will clear and i will be all right not really totally happy but just ok and ok is better than not ok but still at the back of mind i’m still oh boy oh boy oh boy

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