Can you turn my power off?

Posted: November 24, 2010 in MUSIKA
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Things would be so much easier if I were a robot…

But, I’m not.


I have all this undirected anger in me. Bouncing off all the corners of my psyche. I don’t know why I’m angry or at whom or what. Still too bruised to direct some of it to myself when I know I should. I don’t have a reason to be this furious at him. Sure, my pride was wounded, my ego busted big time BUT it’s not like we made promises. It’s not like he made promises. Truth of the matter is, I already knew the outcome before it actualized. Still, I let it go on as if the inevitable won’t come. Taking it moment by moment. Of course, my inability to shut up did not help soften the blow. I had it coming. Still… He could’ve been less brutal.


He said, I’d only get hurt in the end. Well, guess what? Too late for that. Cause unlike him, I’m no robot. I thought I was. And in a way I’m grateful knowing that I’m not. Tis a shame though. We really could’ve been the best thing…


I am not built for casual. I know that now. Besides, he’s not the only fish. And it sure ain’t my last bait.


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